Feeback discussion to Andrew Nairn, a man who has lung cancer
Posted: Thu Oct 22, 2015 9:44 am
This discussion is just FULL ON to me. It is exactly the addictive dynamic of co-dependance I have had in my entire life with women, exactly the one my mum created with me early on, exactly my NUMBER 1 block to progression and receive Divine love and happiness in my life and to attract my soulmate in my life.
"Love" to me at a emotional level is being nurtured, cared for, desired sexually and making me feel good about myself in order to AVOID FEELING MY DEEP SADNESS AND GRIEF, and of course I deserve it from women, and I am even ready to fully give up my will to satisfy the women who make me feel "loved" by them up to the point of letting me be entirely controlled by women who wants to punish or even KILL men (with the help of spirit women raging at men who are constantly in co-dependent addictive connection with them) as long as they give my this "love" I deserve so I can avoid to feel my real grief about how mum treated me (and taught me about what love is). FULL ON !!!!!
This guy's ex wife has died from breast cancer and she hag around him and want him to die from his cancer.
Even projecting sexually at women is what I learned love to be as it made mum feel good about herself. My major physical addictions (food, porn, masturbation) are just the result of me wanting to stay in this dynamic in order to avoid feeling my deep causal sadness and grief, a mountain of sadness that has built up with each new addictive relationship in my life. But before I desire to feel it, I need to feel my blocks to feel my angry/rageful demand (my false belief about love) on women to "love" me.
Jesus give all kinds of very practical recommendations about what Andrew can do to heal his cancer and what to start with.
I feel this feedback is appropriate and could benefit many men and women on this Forum. It is just all the truth I had to hear for a long long time and I am obviously finally ready after 48 years of my life. What a loss in time. Really.
You can hear it on https://www.divinetruth.com/www/en/audi ... Cancer.mp3
"Love" to me at a emotional level is being nurtured, cared for, desired sexually and making me feel good about myself in order to AVOID FEELING MY DEEP SADNESS AND GRIEF, and of course I deserve it from women, and I am even ready to fully give up my will to satisfy the women who make me feel "loved" by them up to the point of letting me be entirely controlled by women who wants to punish or even KILL men (with the help of spirit women raging at men who are constantly in co-dependent addictive connection with them) as long as they give my this "love" I deserve so I can avoid to feel my real grief about how mum treated me (and taught me about what love is). FULL ON !!!!!
This guy's ex wife has died from breast cancer and she hag around him and want him to die from his cancer.
Even projecting sexually at women is what I learned love to be as it made mum feel good about herself. My major physical addictions (food, porn, masturbation) are just the result of me wanting to stay in this dynamic in order to avoid feeling my deep causal sadness and grief, a mountain of sadness that has built up with each new addictive relationship in my life. But before I desire to feel it, I need to feel my blocks to feel my angry/rageful demand (my false belief about love) on women to "love" me.
Jesus give all kinds of very practical recommendations about what Andrew can do to heal his cancer and what to start with.
I feel this feedback is appropriate and could benefit many men and women on this Forum. It is just all the truth I had to hear for a long long time and I am obviously finally ready after 48 years of my life. What a loss in time. Really.
You can hear it on https://www.divinetruth.com/www/en/audi ... Cancer.mp3