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I have just received personal feedback from Jesus and Mary regarding my own injuries and how they have been impacting on my role as Forum Admin and the post I have made here to Abram is totally wrong and unfounded.
Abram I see what I have done is wrong, but I have yet to feel the real reasons why I chose to take the action I did.
I have left the post up as an example of taking an action totally out of harmony with Love. More details will be added on the forum in the next days/week.
Please also note I mention Teresa is acting in an addiction but the addiction I mention is actually not the correct addiction.
The direct feedback that all of us as Forum Admin have received from Jesus and Mary will be made public in the next days/week. So you will be able to see why I have added this note and what was REALLY going on for me when I wrote the below to Abram and Teresa.
The forum was set up as an opportunity to learn about love and Forum Admin will be embracing that opportunity and will be transparent about that process with you.
I have yet to feel the reasons why I chose to take the actions I did here towards Abram and I am sad that I have harmed rather than helped.
My sincere repentance has yet to be felt.
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Abram, you raise an interesting question in regards to vaccinations and something that is a ‘hot topic’ in Australia at this time. I feel that the question itself is a good one and I would like to add some thoughts and experiences in the near future.
At this time I would like to address some feelings that come through in your posts in general and particularly in this post.
I feel you are acting out of some addictions and co-dependence of wanting your fears to be alleviated. Women in general are responding to this demand which is interesting and I feel by the responses that there is a feeling of wanting women to ‘help’ and give you suggestions ’ or ‘save’ you and some of them are entering a co-dependent addiction with you.
I have had to question my own motivations for writing to you, when you have had so many others already try and ‘help’ you and you have chosen to not follow through with those suggestions sincerely (feeling your feelings about _______ given topic (insert in the gap)).
Nicky brought up an addiction with you some time ago about procrastinating about feeling your feelings and avoiding going through the feeling process which is the only way you are going to know God’s Truth on any matter.
Link to Nicky’s feedback at the following thread:
http://forum.divinetruthhub.com/viewtop ... lkes#p1355
I feel this addiction is part of the reason why you have posted this particular question also which is highlighted by the interaction with Amanda & Teresa who I feel are acting out a co-dependant addiction with you.
Teresa your response in particular stands out as an addiction due to posting without actually having a real answer. You even state you don’t know. It would be more loving to actually investigate and find out the truth rather than making suggestions that you even say yourself you are unclear about and you do not know the reasons why.
Secondly, your question beautifully highlights the addiction Nicky first pointed out to you Abram.
As parents I know we need to work through our fears of our children getting sick, though is there other things we can do?
Which indicates that even though you say you know, that from a soul perspective you do not actually KNOW
- yet - that you need to work through your fears (emotions) in order to ‘protect’ your children, otherwise you would trust God, God’s process and do it with all your heart. You can know this as the Truth, but it is going to take some courage and you to sincerely engage the process God created.
At the moment this is just an intellectual idea and I suggest it would be better to be really honest with yourself about how afraid you are about your emotions and that you feel that the emotional processing doesn’t work and that you personally need to DO something in order to keep your family ‘safe’ which is a lot about self reliance and avoiding your own fears. I feel when you sincerely face this fear and work through it, you will be much happier and less worried.
You have been given quite a few suggestions and feedback on this forum on things you can do, such as by Nicky (see below links).
http://forum.divinetruthhub.com/viewtop ... lkes#p1465
http://forum.divinetruthhub.com/viewtop ... lkes#p1377
I suggest until you actually give your self the opportunity to feel, that you will not know the truth. I am finding that I must experience my feelings and desire God’s Truth in order to know any Truth for certain. This is how God has designed it - personal soul experience. And it is a beautiful design.
All the best,
P.S. I noticed that once you had more information on the issue that it helped - the Truth always does,
It is always great to investigate what God's Truth is on any matter. At the same time we need to feel in order to release our feelings about how we feel about the issue/s, this is essential in order to accept God's Truth in our own soul. You need to feel how you feel, your fear of death and 'bad things happening' as mentioned in the second paragraph of your latest post, demonstrates that you do not yet have God's Truth in your heart else you would not be afraid and you would KNOW the most loving thing to do under any particular circumstance you face.
Your questions are indicating the perfect place to begin your emotional experience.