facade going mad
Posted: Tue Apr 19, 2016 1:35 pm
Hallo.
Recently i feel all those joys and entertainments fading away. It feels like i'm finally saying no to my facade. I'm feeling 2 of me. IT absolutely irritating at times. I feel like i'm going through puberty. or maybe a reverse of the process. Honestly I don't understand it. I've been getting irritated because i'm tending to my tomato plants and my garden rather than watching the football. I desire growing my own veg however i feel a battle between my own self and my 'window-self' to the world. So i'm willing to feel it. Just wondering how long this will take, well half of me is anyway. I think I've been causing all this by listening to audio book constantly in an attempt to flush out the facade and any spirits that accelerate the addictions of my facade. Whatever im feeling, I'll post about it at the end, whenever that will be.
Darragh
Recently i feel all those joys and entertainments fading away. It feels like i'm finally saying no to my facade. I'm feeling 2 of me. IT absolutely irritating at times. I feel like i'm going through puberty. or maybe a reverse of the process. Honestly I don't understand it. I've been getting irritated because i'm tending to my tomato plants and my garden rather than watching the football. I desire growing my own veg however i feel a battle between my own self and my 'window-self' to the world. So i'm willing to feel it. Just wondering how long this will take, well half of me is anyway. I think I've been causing all this by listening to audio book constantly in an attempt to flush out the facade and any spirits that accelerate the addictions of my facade. Whatever im feeling, I'll post about it at the end, whenever that will be.
Darragh