Hi All,
My name is Tristan I am 30 and I have been seeking and sometimes receiving Divine Love since I was 19.
I am glad to have this opportunity to read thought and feelings of others who also have a desire for a relationship with god.
Truth be told when I started, the goal was to become at-one with god so I could become some sort of super hero, hehe , but after spending some time going through the emotional reasons why I would want that, the desire to be a hero has fallen away. I still really desire to be at-one with god but now for different reasons.
The biggest one being is that I want to know god. Knowing and sharing what he is feeling on a daily basis would be awesome. I know I can't do that with my own power as it is and know the only way to do it properly and with a real open heart is to do my best to connect with the creator from the get go.
I have to say that I had hoped I would be at-one with god by this time but I'm so happy with the progress I made from the person I was at nineteen to the person I am now, it's hard to be worried about that fact. I'm amazed that I can now love people easier, be more open in more situations, be more grateful, and treat others and myself better in situations. I know I have more to go but it's great to see real and positive results that i can attribute directly to connecting to god.
The fact is, I love honesty, humility, open hearts and people's passions in life and would love to connect with more people who feel the same. This sounds like the perfect place to indulge in that whim, and this forum is created so far in far more harmony with god's laws than other sites I have read. Thanks very much Nicky for continuing to act on your own desires, it's appreciated a lot.
Tristan
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Cool to meet you, Tristan
I too have that superhero complex that you've had earlier on, although it's slowly fading away. I'm not yet at the part where getting to know God is my motivation for the at-onement, because it still feels like I'm down under the ice of buried emotions (most confused allegory ever, for sure) and can't really focus on how marvelous the creator of all this must be and how awesome it would be getting to know him and her . But I'm also feeling that the changes that have occurred within me have been so rewarding, that the at-onement feels like just another step on a highly beatiful and attractive Way in life. So, it's nice to read your intro, it rings a lot of bells in me for one, with your open-hearted description of where you've been and is at today
Cheers
I too have that superhero complex that you've had earlier on, although it's slowly fading away. I'm not yet at the part where getting to know God is my motivation for the at-onement, because it still feels like I'm down under the ice of buried emotions (most confused allegory ever, for sure) and can't really focus on how marvelous the creator of all this must be and how awesome it would be getting to know him and her . But I'm also feeling that the changes that have occurred within me have been so rewarding, that the at-onement feels like just another step on a highly beatiful and attractive Way in life. So, it's nice to read your intro, it rings a lot of bells in me for one, with your open-hearted description of where you've been and is at today
Cheers
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Hi Tristan
Good to hear from you again.
Looking forward to getting to know you better in the future mate
Nicky
Good to hear from you again.
Interesting you mentioned the super hero stuff, I can relate to this A LOT. At the start, I approached it in terms of a goal oriented way and looking to almost "tick" the spheres off as I went but realised after receiving some feedback from Jesus that I was in addiction and it showed a lack of humility to the process too. I have been working on this part of my facade quite a bit over the last year and feel as though I am getting somewhere finally.Truth be told when I started, the goal was to become at-one with god so I could become some sort of super hero, hehe , but after spending some time going through the emotional reasons why I would want that, the desire to be a hero has fallen away. I still really desire to be at-one with god but now for different reasons.
Looking forward to getting to know you better in the future mate
Nicky
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